there are days when you just don't feel like feeling. like this in particular. i feel angst-ridden and lazy to start the report i'm supposed to work on for my SOCSCI120 class (in which i can't even understand half of what TACITUS was saying in his article).

i don't know if it's the weather or the fact that i took a nap and woke up with a headache. over the past few days i've been floating through days like a zombie in a trancelike manner. some moments i'd catch myself laughing hysterically and actually enjoying the company of friends over iced coffee. other times i'd stare off to space and not hear a single word people are talking about.

yesterday was sort-of different from the past few days. took a breather by actually hanging out with my college buddies AJ and Simoun. AJ goes to UPD taking my dream course, Fine Arts major in Visual Communication. Simoun shifted to Organizational Communication still in UPM. i hardly see the two. after my NSTP class (yes, i'm still trying to finish my last nstp), i marched over to Robinson's Place. i realized that my tummy was grumbling because i haven't eaten anything. normally i'd hate to eat alone because there's no one to talk to. but yesterday i didn't mind being alone at all. i picked a table at the far side of the fastfood chain, plugged earphones to my ears, and watched people as i ate. simoun came afterwards. apple and i got confused on what the plan really was so she ended up not finding us at Robinson's Place. so in the end it was just AJ, Simoun, and i. Meet the Fockers was a pretty hilarious movie. i loved it.

after the movie AJ and Simoun walked with me to the place where i got a ride. it was chilly out and the wind was very soothing. it kind of made me forget stress for a while. Simoun talked about how "toxic" this academic school year was in which AJ and i both agreed. it's amazing how time flies by so fast. a few years ago we were wide-eyed freshies struggling to not look too freshielike as we make our away through the UPM crowd. now we're talking about future plans, graduation, and the like. it's kind of scary in a away. it made me think if we'd still be the same people we were in college after we've graduated from our nutshell.

i wish there were this button to push to fastforward time. but that's just wishful thinking.

i'm so glad it's Friday tomorrow. i might attend the YFC Discovery Camp tomorrow. no promises. i just might because i WANT TO.

over and out. i'm ripping music to iTUNES and it's taking me ages. almost done now. then it's off to work on my report.