not today

for the first time in ages... I'M BORED. i can't even make up my mind whether to eat dinner or not because i lost appetite when i polished a bowl of chopped bananas and cookies n' cream ice cream. i'm beginning to hate sembreak because i turn to tv and food when i'm bored. ugh.

i wish i could read. but i'm too lazy to do that because most of the time i'm sleepy. i woke up this morning to an empty house. my sister had classes. when i looked at the clock it was just 6 AM. i couldn't go back to sleep afterwards because i thought about the scary movie last night. it gave me the creeps. so i watched tv in bed instead hoping that i'd fall asleep after a while. i also had to turn the room upside down to look for my cellphone. i thought a ghost was playing tricks on me (haha paranoid!). i called my phone a couple of times because i was so sure that i turned the ringer on before i went to bed. turned out that i accidentally slipped it into my sister's bag. she answered the phone. a day without my cellphone was something i should have done a long time ago. i'd throw my cellphone away if i didn't need it for emergency purposes (like tracking down people). it's not an essential for me. i'd be better off without the cellphone. people get to track me down through my cellphone and having people track you down is really stressful.

so anyway... i spent hours on YM chatting with people from the org waves to Neng and Bhibe and Avid, the music video slash artist extraordinaire. my org is probably one of the best things that happened this academic school year. we're up and running again! i had to log off after i got really dizzy from the 2 pills of Excedrin that i took for the migraine attack this morning. Excedrin has a high dosage of caffeine and it causes dizziness. what kind of medication would take the pain out only to replace it with another? grr.

i don't know if i'm going to attend the leadership training seminar tomorrow conducted by a bunch of leaders from UPM. it sounds good, though. i could really use that seminar in the future.

on the 30th i start Spanish classes at Instituto Cervantes with my good senior year friend, Ina. i'm pretty psyched :) when i told my dad he said yes right away. i'm lucky to have parents who support me all the way and a friend with whom i share the same interests ever since high school.

sigh. i wish i could rant about how amazing my life is right now and how much fun i'm having but i can't because i'm not having fun staying at home all day. ah well. maybe some other day. i was so pathetically bored earlier that i surfed my friends' friendster pages just to browse profiles of grade school people. that's what you do when you're bored. ah well. i can't wait to go dvd crazy with Paolo! Paolo! kelan ba?.

and now i'm going to share another feel-good cd with you guys just because i want to:

1. why can't i? - liz phair
2. black balloon - goo goo dolls
3. that's when i love you - aslyn
4. here without you - three doors down
5. givin' up on you - lara fabian
6. accidentally in love - counting crows
7. pieces of me - ashlee simpson
8. if i am - nine days
9. happy ending - avril lavigne
10. lost in space - lighthouse family
11. never so blue like that - shawn colvin
12. ocean drive - lighthouse family
13. i think God can explain - splender
14. crazy for this girl - evan and jaron
15. yellow - coldplay
16. shiny red balloon - barbie's cradle
17. life for rent - dido
18. try - nelly furtado

so what if some of the songs are pop? *hides from deadly objects thrown her way*

okay bye. i've ranted enough. this entry is so random. tsk tsk.