i learned that the hardest thing in life is to miss someone so much.

i miss Daivy more than ever now. i want her to be a text message away or a phone call away like it was in high school. she lived a few blocks away from our flat and one summer we spent it together every single day. we had so much fun calling radio stations requesting songs, flipping over magazines, or just listening to music. my mom would supply her daily goodies (cookies, brownies, and cakes) into the room and we'd have a great time hanging out.

when we were bored during weekends, i'd walk over to her building and we'd go around Hamdan center or straight to the beach to hang out some more. it was so much fun living like that. whenever i needed someone to talk to, i could talk to daivy because she was always within reach. i could spill my heart out to her and she'd listen and at the same time i could be my goofiest, shallowest around her without being judged. we'd also go around department stores and window shop. our families became close too because we were always together after that summer.

with dei, i could be myself and be comfortable while i'm at it. i miss you dei!

man, i miss dei! i want to talk to her and hang out with her again especially now that i have so many things to say to her. i miss our bonding moments and our silly laugh trips. good memories. daivy was one of the best things that happened to me while i lived in the sunny side Emirates.

now she's in California and she's so far away. when she goes through tough times, i want to hug her and tell her that she's not alone. that she's really special. but i can't. email is all i have but words aren't enough to comfort a friend. dei is wise beyond her years, i tell you. she's the most responsible daughter i've ever met! she takes care of her siblings and juggle a whole lot more! that's why i think she should be called Super Daivy! hehe!

i'll see her soon. i hope so because i really miss Daivy. i just emailed her a long email which i haven't done for a long time.

hay. i hate missing people. it hurts too much.