you know Radiohead's Fake Plastic Trees? read between the lines and you'll figure out what i'm trying to talk about. hint: we live in a world that is not so real. that is the stark reality of life. it's either we blend in with those made of plastic or we choose to be one of those who are made of the "real thing". it just sucks that we have to deal with people like those, though. but the good thing is that plastic is brittle. what am i talking about? go figure.

one thing i learned today: it is much easier being an optimist than a pessimist.

oh...

much thanks to alej for helping me out with statistics on MS Excel. i know nothing about excel whatsoever especially the ranking function but i had someone to rescue me from crying in front of the laptop-- a lame thing to do when you're helpless. but God hears my prayers and for that i am thankful. i loff you! krizia's going to teach me the other function tomorrow.

must go to bed. another long day tomorrorw. i promise i'm going to put a smile one my face.